Send me a hatemail.

Let's go dream team. Awesome shiz! :)

Grandma says "Nichkhun is so handsome." Well said. :D







Everyone has a limit. ENOUGH.

Shock.

Pudu Jail, sanitary pads. Heh. :)
School is so much fun. :D

Drama-mama

Today, had a family photo shoot session since my uncle was taking his wedding photos. :) It was totally hectic. The make up for 1 person took an hour. O.O thank god i don't like make up. I only had lip gloss on, and i was forced to put it too. :P

Had cake, nuggets, sausages, and fried chicken for 'tea time'. Hahaha. Fattening lahh! :)





This weekend made me restless. Next weekend, worse. Cousin's wedding and more things, wait i can't even remember. X.X




as usual, watched cinderella's stepsister this morning. almost everybody in my family thinks i'm a korean freak and yes, I AM! :) WOOHOO!


DING YAN NI, You are SUPER LUCKY! Luckily it wasn't Super Junior or not, I would've KILL you! LOL.



depressing monday, AGAIN.

I want England vs Argentina.

Friday, world cup! :D

0-0
Portugal vs Brazil.
It was a total waste of time. Seriously! It was only for Ronaldo and the number 23 guy! :) since KAKA got a red card. :(

then, i watched

2-1
Spain vs Chile. @ 2.30 AM.
David villa's goal was AWESOME. Haha. My eyes kept closing but i was too happy my eyes finally open after his goal. I can't believe the goal keeper was that smart. HEH.

Yesterday, our group was involved in prajualan and i guess it was successful! :)

4 out of 6 of the group came and we actually earned rm200 but minus this and that we still earn rm80plusplus. That's good enough. Because we only sold sausages, pineapple sprite and ice kacang. We bought so little and it finished so fast. There were people who came back and ask for more! :D Pineapple sprite, which was evelyn's great idea wasn't productive. Few cups only. That's why we did not earn more. :P


but that's enough already lah. i had an awesome/hectic day with all of them! :D



after that, evelyn tiong, yee wern and jamie gan came over to my house to do the NIE thingy. It's not touched yet you know, people. :P


After that, went to dinner. Laughed so much till 10pm. Ahhh. Reached home, watched the depressing korea vs uruguay match. Then, I watched The Coffin. I guess i was too sleepy, i watch forawhile saja, tak boleh tahan already so i went and tidur.

SPECIAL THANKS. :)

Thanks NG YEE WERN and JAMIE GAN! :)




if it wasn't for you all, and EVELYN TIONG, the 3 pages mini magazine will not be finished. :)




i don't think can change names already lah. :(
owe you both a lot. :)



we will make an awesome team next year! :D

To actually think that they were my friends?

i'm so used to it. being the bad one.





I realize that I don't need to give a reason to hate somebody. there's no use backstabbing or to gossip about someone since they keep thinking they are innocent. :) friends who are reliable? I can only count them with my fingers and that's so much better than to be friends with people who are selfish and, self-centered.





Sometimes, you have to open your eyes a lil bigger to see someone's true colors. :) I'm glad that I finally did that and stopped pretending that nothing is happening. thanks mummy, A & D & E & J & Y who woke me up from this terrible nightmare I've been living for this few years. even mummy knew all this while. why didn't i realize? I guess I was stupid or blind.

Waiting for Glee.

Spain WON!!!!!! 2-0!!!




thanks to? DAVID VILLA! :D :D



As time pass, I realize that when you get along with someone for quite a long time, you will eventually start to see that someone's true colors.



"Forgive and Forget"

How to forgive and forget when I've already done that so many times? Yeah, i don't like to be the 'evil' one but how many times could I forgive and forget some more? To remember of all the betrayal that had happened to me. It's not easy, it's rather tough. I've done everything i could and even believed. Do I owe you all something or what? Have I done anything wrong? No, I'm not innocent but i just couldn't figure out what I've done to be treated like that. I'm not a toy, I'm a HUMAN with FEELINGS and i am totally not that dumb.


selfish and self-centered explains all.



the thing is, i don't trust anymore. it's gone forever.



http://www.teddylover.com
it's an online boutique store. prices are reasonable. :) click it!

Sexyah is my name.

Bought a new phone last friday and it's a little pink! :) now, i'm so in love with my new phone. and definitely my iTouch. I got a new one. :)



Finally changed to nokia.


The pink one on the right. :) me likey phones with keyboard. Touch screen is like a total no-no.


yadayadayada.




Today, i got 2 happy A's and 1 bloody B for BAHASA MALAYSIA. seriously. I'm like so screwed. first time getting B. after so long. 78. eeeeeee. :| I don't like lah.


I have to start :
Practicing my piano everyday and Study.
lack of determination lah.


I need to pass my Grade 8 piano and 7A's for exams.

Spain @ 2.30 am.

YES YES YES. PURTUGALLLL thrashing 7-0!!! Happy DEI.
Spain @ 2.30am. Can't watch. :((



told mummy i will stop using the computer and the iTouch and STUDY. :X






oh, crap.

That is not enough.

it takes a night for me to fall for someone, once again. :\ i used to think my heart became empty but you still appear in my mind. i kept thinking and thinking AND thinking about you.

don't all of us do?


falling out of love is hard
falling for betrayal is worse

falling into an impossible love is worst.




is it love? its been long.


i know its impossible but, my heart doesn't want to give up so easily. tell me why. this feeling ain't nice.

Stress lah tau.

exams :

1. a waste of time
2. causes depression
3. wastes lots and lots of trees
4. make students go GA-GA.
5. annoying
6. "crappified"

everybody hates exams. Unless they are mad, then they will eventually fall in love with it.

So yeah, today is the first day of the second semester and we had 2 HOURS OF ASSEMBLY like hellyeah and results.

3 happy A's and a B for KH. Ahh. 3 more subjects to get. How am I gonna get 7A's for PMR? I totally don't know. I guess i'm gonna get a B for my bm and maybe geo. Sighs. I honestly don't like seeing all those different kinds of emotions when people look at their results. Sometimes i feel annoyed, sometimes i pity them, sometimes i feel happy for them. Heh. :) and definately feel sad for myself.

:P


so yeah, i think they should ban PMR AND UPSR! :)

Dummies.

there's no need of explaination.
i just hate you all. :D :D :D



sick of being used.

I prefer being lifeless at home.

just bare with my (no-links) blog okay. when i'm hardworking, i shall work on that. :P






There's only a few more days of holiday and i'll have to go back to school. fml.

• I don't wanna go back to school.
• I don't want to get my results.
• I don't want more exams.
• I don't want anything that has got to do with school.

Let's just face it. PMR is in another 4 more months. This holiday felt very unproductive to me. I need to study. :\


procrastinating is turning to a very bad habit.

Love isn't exactly blind.

I had a sudden urge to blog about this. O.O

all this while, i've been convincing myself that it doesn't matter that i'm not beautiful but coming to think of it, being beautiful is sort of important.

1. I don't see guys being amazed with ugly girls.
2. I don't see girls checking out on ugly guys.

like seriously, we've got to admit it.


like myself, i will check out on hot guys.



you can just google images for 'ugly guys' and 'ugly girls' and i bet you wouldn't wanna date someone who looks ugly.


the thing is, its a little unfair. I know i'm not beautiful but it's a little unfair lah. and yes, i understand it is all because of our hormones but people like me, a teen/teenage/young adult who is not beautiful, we will have low esteem if we fail to attract any attraction.



we are ALL L.O.A. Please don't tell me you dislike it when someone is checking you out. I'm sure there's something inside you that makes you feel very happy. I think for all those beautiful girls, they had got too much attention, what about the others? God made us, and all of us should be treated fairly.

so what if someone was fat?
so what if someone had pimples all over their face?


I've found this story online :

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear." This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations. Life Is A Gift!

in the end, is love really blind? :\


He loved her so much, so what? Eventhough he 'extracted' his eyes for her, she LEFT him. COME ON. LOVE IS NOT BLIND.

i used to think love is blind and that's like only 1% out of 100%.

enlarge this and READ this.

kthanksbye.

Food

Had roti canai and banana fritters for breakfast. Typical malaysian breakfast. :)



Now, what's for lunch?? McD? Hmmmmphh.

How was Genting Highland?

Well, it was okayyy lah. :) At least i had evelyn to go with.


1. Reached there at 2. Had lunch at gohtong jaya and seriously, my tummy was overloaded. The lunch cost almost rm300 for 5 people. O.O how to not be full?

2. Had free passes for all park whole day long. :) BUT we had to queue up for at least 30 minutes for each ride. :(

3. It rained, stop, rained, stop. Crap right.

4. Wanted to watch karate kid. Everything was full. How shitty.

5. Had dinner @6. And my tummy almost burst. HAHA. Like seriously. Cost almost rm800 for 8 people. The prawns were the bomb! :)

6. Went indoor while mummy and ama went for the concert. There were extra VIP tickets but seriously, no-no for us lah.

7. Had starbucks! :) :) :) Sick of waiting for the rides.

8. Went back to the hotel, ate maggi me. HAHA.

9. Went out again. To digest my maggi mee. LOL. On the way back, had 'kuai ling ko' and oh, it tastes so bitter. ew.

10. Went on bumper rides for 4 or 5 times. Haha. It was funnn! =)

11. The indoor roller coaster was boring. Like seriously.

12. Slept @ 2am.

13. Mcdonalds for breakfast! Hot cakes tastes awesome lahh! :)


HUGE PRAWNS.

It tasted --> >.<

me no likey likey.

why did blogger change their layouts stuffs? its so complicated. GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

and then i wonder,

when will i ever be like xia xue? ohhhhh come on.

non-halal.

is this what life is all about? that's certainly for losers.


Ohhh, I'm heading to genting tomorrow for a night stay. grandma and mummy going for concert. O.O!




ajak-ed evelyn and i know none of those other 'people' can come.



ADELINE! HAVE A SAFE TRIP! I'll MISS youuu! :)

yes i took very few pictures. :P

Jilee, Audrey, Shobana. :)


1. Went to sunway lagoon with those beeetc*es of mine yesterday. Its been long since JACS went out. :)

2. Pirate ship wasn't that scary! =P 360 degrees but it was funny. Haha. The girl sitting beside me kept speaking in a china accent saying that 'her boobs are crushed'. LOL. It was painful!

3.Sat very few rides but it was still fun lah. :) Veryy berry tired after that.

4. Water park was =D =D =D =D. I sawww a hawt guyy! Haha. That time, we were about to leave already. i can still remember how he looks like. :D HAPPY BANGAT.

5. Taking pictures underwater for the first time was funny!

6. 779!

7. Had Subway on the way back. too hungry and restless. steak and cheese. yumm!

8. That effing train DELAYED FOR 30 MINUTES. screw the train. :)

9. Met 3 very scary guys. If i am not mistaken one of them touched my back. Blooodyyyfutterwackenshitguy.

10. I didn't know i was a taekwondo and karate 'champion'. LOL.

11. Didn't take 4 orang picture lah!

Ah Jil was my 'partner' for the day. Haha.

Banana Walnut Caramel pancake before heading to sunway lagoon! :)



Hahaha. Yes, the parrots were making out. :)

evelyn's 'surprise' birthday.

On tuesday, went to fruity @ 3 and celebrated evelyn's 'surprise' birthday party ;)



Well, it was chaos, for adeline. LOL. She looked like a mad woman walking here and there. Haha. The plan didn't fail somehow so, that's good! =)

51 :P




triplets. :)

♥ es.