What a catastrophe

Its already the third week since school reopened and I have 4 posts in each of the clubs, which I really didn't see it coming. Well, I'm still catching up on my tuitions and tons of homework but its really stressful. Now I finally understand why Form 3 is NOTHING.

I don't know whats wrong with me. My mood swings are totally bad. One minute, I might me happy, laughing away like a mad cow and the next thing you know, I get emo and I'll start thinking about how sucky my life is, being negative-oriented like I always am. Seriously, I hope nobody has an issue with this because I know it is annoying. Heh.

Its 9.40 and I just finished my homework. I didn't even sleep in the afternoon. I've never had afternoon naps yet. Now, I really don't know how to cope with my studies. Everything is so new and I don't know how am I going to take the first monthly exam. My theory exam is coming on march, Grade 8. My final exam for music because after that, I'm going to stop and hopefully I will pass my exam. The pressure is totally there but I have no time to do my theory work. Ironic. :\

The first public holiday since school reopen, this thursday :D Yay!

Kenal trek today was fun! I practically sang the whole way through with the 'other part' of my voice, which is the horrible one. Teasing Yee Wern with the whole VP thing. Heh.

Merentas Desa is tomorrow and I'm very sure that I won't be running because I not the atlethic kind of person. I shall find someone who is willing to WALK and SING all the way with me. I wouldn't want to race with my seniors, its a waste of time for me. Nyeheheh.

I love to blog but the irony is I have no time for blogging. :( Most of them are addicted to tumblr but I'm still loyal to my blog even though tumblr is love. Haha. I don't even have time for tumblr anymore. I used to save all those pretty pictures and reblog the quotes I find very true, but now? NOTHING. Iyiyiyiyi. Haha.

Chinese New Year is coming. :D I'm superbly looking forward to it. Thing is, I have a tuition lasting for 3 hours and 30 minutes on the 4th day of CNY, which is a sunday. SPOILER.

Time to hit the sack. Goodnight. Toodles!

P.S : I'm proud that there are still humans reading my blog. Thanks! It means a lot to me, which means I'm not blogging to the wall.

Ollo

Happy Be-Late-D Birthday,
Audrey Chin Wei Ling.
The first sweet sixteen for the year. :)



LALALA. :)

I miss Water War!

Cousin's Wedding :)

Christmas :)

Bye! Time to hit the books.

Au Revoir

Hello Happy People! :) I'm alright now, got over it and moving on.

How's life?
It's okay. I'm starting to get use to it. Its time to speed up a little more and I shall abandon my laziness. I shall not slack like how I did last year for PMR. I have to say, form 4 is a total different thing. As I grow older, things become more difficult. Luckily, my class is awesome because of a few crazy people, so yeah, HIDUP 4E! :) Without Dhivya, Ding, Audrey, Shobana, Evelyn, Ying, Wern, Xiu Myn as the KETUA in the class, it would've been horrible.

I shall start having the 'Kia Su' habit in me.



I'm totally enjoying all the happy moments in life. Live life to the fullest! As nostalgic as I could be, I think its time for me to let go of the past and move on ; bringing myself to a whole new different level. What IS LIFE if the only thing you do is to sit down, cry and blame yourself about how sucky life is, how much you regret about the things you've done etc. I call that stupid. Stop faking a smile, smile, FOR REAL. :) Get yourself IN the crowd.


One of MY resolution for the year 2011 is
- TO BE NICE. :) I know i've always been mean to my friends. So yeah, time for a change.




After 6 years being a die-hard MU fan. I've finally got myself a ManUtd Jersey.

I bought this a few months back because it was the only ManUtd tee. Jersey? No stock.

Finally. :)
Specially thanks to my uncle. For buying me this. Its not cheap you know. Around RM300 - 400. The most expensive shirt I own so far.

Be jealous because I have the best family in my life. My grandparents, aunts and uncles are seriously, the best among the best. I love them a lot :) If I really do blog about what they gave me over this 16 years, you might be surprised. I would never wished for a better family. They are too good to be true.



Currently addicted to 散场的拥抱 by Anthony Neely.

Take a bullet straight through my brain.

I'm disappointed and lost. You left me hanging and its preventing me from moving on. My confidence level decreased, becoming so low. I expected to receive words of encouragement from you but you got mad at me. Yes, it is my fault that I've embarrassed you but, I'm nobody and nobody is perfect. The fact that you knew I'm like this, you should help me with it and just tell me everything is alright but you did not, you left me speechless and made me cry. I was wrong, I thought nothing would've happened again but after I told you about it, you kept quiet and walked away, I could see the anger in your eyes. I didn't expect myself to get that too. I keep telling myself to not bother but its tough, every time I look at you I will start thinking about it. Its not easy to forget about it and move on.

I don't want to wash my eyes anymore. I know I suck.



Nobody to talk to, it suddenly seems like I'm the only living person on earth. Life really sucks.

Solo.

4th day of School

I shall think about it.

2010, had been an awesome year for me even though many things happened, I managed to pull through it and definitely rocked it! I’m fifteen going sixteen now, so yeah.

FORM 4 is hectic. I have 6 tuitions, 1 piano class, 1 Japanese class. I have tuitions/classes everyday except for Saturday. Yes, EVEN SUNDAY pun saya ada. I’ve never been to tuitions. The only tuition I went was Pn.Asiah’s BM during form 1. I have like so many things to do and I don’t even have time to have a nap.

I'm now a student of 4E. All the ex 3Ks went to different classes and i really missed them but you know, that's life. Now, I SHALL ROCK 4E. Haha. :) HOYEAH.

I’m going for add maths class soon. So yeah, CIAO and BYE!